知足常乐

很久没有博客了, 忽然间很想重回博客生涯。=）
知足，人应该学会知足，
慢慢的接触耶稣，慢慢地学习着在
数十载的人生中要学习知足这一堂课。
知足，听起来很容易做，但实则也是件难事。
知足，对现况满足，莫贪求过多，自己的能力，境况，到何处，就应该知足了。
学会知足，人生就会快乐。
试想一想，人生数十载，若天天与他人较劲，羡慕，嫉妒，他人所拥有，
或则生活刚好富足，但是为了追求更大的物质享受，而始不知足，
那么，人生不久白活了了吗，将自己处于不快乐的境界。
知足，就能快乐，快乐，就会健康。
人的一生，最大的敌人不是别人，而是自己。
知足常乐。

sad story.....

有困难时, 希望有个肩膀可以依靠。
可悲的是, 每当有困难时, 是责骂, 不是共同进退。
我活在很有压力的环境下, 别对我要求太多, 毕竟我也是个人, 人并不能十全十美。
在你要求这个那个的时候, 也请你看看下自己, 你没有过错吗?

aha.....finally exam is over....holiday is coming....
yeppy ^^
haha...i get my license lo....
yeppy ^^
holiday!!!!

我应该信任吗?
有时候, 我都不懂哪一句真的, 哪一句假的??
明明告诉了....我最伤心的是什么,偏偏挖苦我....
最讨厌这种人了.....
告诉=绑住....
不告诉=绑住....
没耐性=看脸色.....
伤心了.....还要看脸色.....还要忍着.....爆发又=绑住.....
到底怎样才好?? :(

当男人真心爱上一个女人的故事

男人会让她幸福一辈子，让她成为他生命中最后一位女人

一生中10个要珍惜

遇到你真正爱的人时—要努力争取和他相伴一生的机会。因为他离去时，一切都来不及了。　
遇到可相信的朋友时—　要好好和他相处下去。因为在人的一生中，可遇到知己真的不易。
遇到人生中的贵人时时—　要懂得好好感激，因为他是你人生的转折点。　
遇到曾经爱过的人时—　记得微笑向他感激，因为他是让你更懂爱的人 。　
遇到曾经恨过的人时—　要微笑向他打招呼，因为他让你更加坚强了。
遇到曾经背叛你的人时—　要跟他好好聊一聊，因为若不是他，今天你不会懂这个世界。　
遇到曾经偷偷喜欢的人时—　要祝他幸福唷！因为你喜欢他时不是希望他幸福快乐吗？　
遇到匆匆离开你人生的人时—　要谢谢他走过你的人生，因为他是你精彩回忆的一部分。
遇到曾经和你有误会的人时—　要趁现在解清误会，因为你可能只有这一次机会解释清楚。
遇到现在和你相伴一生的人—　要百分百感谢他爱你，因为你们现在都得到幸福和真爱

他和她的故事..(真实的故事)送给天下所有的女人..

他说过...会爱我一辈子.所以.我才放弃家人与朋友.带着我的憧憬和他走到了一起. 但是....我背叛了家人...换来的是却是如此的结局..为什么会是这样??于是...在燈紅酒绿的世界... 多出了我的身影...当初的承诺...已经不复存在..过去的山盟海誓...现在已经烟消云散... 他.... 有半年没看我了...难道..这就是我所爱的人...他..终于来了..但他带给我的.并不是我需要的.. 然而..另一个女人出现在他身边..对不起..和你分手..也只是天意..忘了我吧...我没有了家人.. 没有了爱情...我决定堕落..我决定不再想他...不再恋他... 从此.................. 我不再属于我自己...想着他和她很幸福...我在心裏...也会覺得很快樂.... 还记得你吻我的时候...是那么的...........温暖... 但一切已经过去了...我仍然選擇...堕落... 又回到了那个秋天...但我已不能回到從前...只有那个舞池...才能让我繼續生存下去...

Good bye My Love

hi, hui wen....my blogspot email is pooh_pooh91@hotmail.com =)
hehe....
haha...emily, i finally update my blog le ;p

揪心....哭了....
我不会再真心对待了....

很痛呐!! :'(

昨天,嘴巴撞到.....
今天早上爬起来, 嘴角一片瘀青....T.T
昨天轻轻碰一下都已经很痛了....
今天还呈黑色T.T
看到嘴唇,很像中毒一样T.T
妈妈叫我用盐或则珍珠粉来沾沾下....
希望真的有效....希望嘴唇快点好起来....=.="

今天, 我又有新的可以感动我的钢琴音乐了.....
当我无意间拿起<<棋魂>>这部动漫片来看时,
我被其背景音乐深深touch到....
明天,我又有新的一首钢琴谱练习咯....
Hehe....^.^

Why do you chose this photo?

cause I'm watching this anime series now....I was attracted by it since last night....

When is the last time u ate Pizza?

er....if I'm not mistaken...last Thursday with friends....=)

The last song you've listened to?

Love Story-Taylor Swift

What are you doing besides answering this tag?

Thinking about my friends..

Besides your own name, how do you like ppl to call u?

Xiu Xiu

Tag 6 person. The following question is related to them.

1. Jiunie

2. Emily Yong

3. Li Yin

4. Twins (Connie & Corrie)

5. Fishy

6. Jac

Who is No. 1?

A trustable friend....I can share my feeling and stuffs with her.....She can keep secret for me :D

No. 3 have a relationship with?

me.....sister....lol....

Say something about No. 5.

One of my best friends.....I also can share my stuffs with her...

How about No. 4?

Erm.. just graduated from secondary school life and going to futher studies soon....Wish u both good luck and can suit ur both in the new situation ^^

Who is No. 2?

A girl who is good in education..=)

Say something to No. 6!

Yo!! Jac..... Gambateh for your future :D Jia u++ ^^ Wish u happy everyday....dun hav sadness at all XD

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真心朋友

真正的朋友....
在你需要他们时,他们会挺身而出,
真正的朋友能容忍你的缺点,
当你做错时,会提醒你....
不会对你不理不睬....

Very painful 2day.....
一起身,我的喉咙痛,头痛,伤风,鼻子红红的-.-"
脸更痛,脸上无缘无故肿了几粒青春痘,弄到我摸脸一下都很痛....
三点多,一爬起身,两个哥哥跑进来我房间,一个问我有sticker吗.....
一个问我手机怎样了....OMG 两个可是真会选时间,选我头疼的时候来吵我.....
告诉他们我头疼了.....两个哦了一下.....然后又继续说.....那个时候真想巴他们两个-.-"

今天,他向我表白了....难怪他要我单独去他的家....
他还叫他的room mate 和 house mate 找借口出去....
当时我就很好奇为什么他的room mate 不是刚刚吃完早餐回来,不一会儿又出去吃了....
搞笑的是kai fan 不懂他今天要跟我表白....还来到他的家门口....
那时候我莫名其妙....不懂做么他一直进进出出.....他,他的room mate,他的house mate 全部在他的房间里,锁起了门....里头好传出笑声....我更莫名其妙了....
跟kai fan 聊着聊着,突然andy 的电话call 进来....然后kai fan 就走了...
之后,他的room mate 和 house mate 都说出去吃,也走了....
那个时候,我更莫名其妙,做么一个两个都在同一时间走了.....
屋子只剩下我们两个人,突然他问我:"你懂做么他们都走了吗??"
"我叫他们走的,因为我要跟你表白。你要当我女朋友吗??"
当时,我心情突然混乱掉.....开心....复杂.....
半推半就中,我接受了他的项链,做他的女朋友....
原来那条项链也是有个故事的.....
那条项链是他,andy 和gabriel 一起去买的....项链是他亲自选的....
原来他是趁我很kai fan 去malaysia study 的时候偷偷去买的.....
那时候我还有点不开心因为他跟我说他们在他的房间打着games,打玩games才来学校,叫我和kai fan 先去engineering maths....原来他们合起来骗我和kai fan, 偷偷去买项链....
考完Physics后,我很伤心因为我让他失望.....他教我一整天的physics.....12分稳稳的题目,他教我了,可是我没专心听,不知为什么,今天伤风,再加上他突然间的表白,我的脑子更加吸不进去....
我伤心我让他失望.....他用心教我....可是.............=\
现在开始,我要努力读书,不想再让他失望了....
考完Physics后,我很伤心,伤心让他失望了....再加上胃痛,再加上伤风,考physics时更惨,头脑一片晕眩.....那时候真的有点想哭....

Stomachache :(
Very painful....
OMG.....nt mood at all nw....:(

霎那间的心痛

今天,他突然叫我进去一个地方先....
我问他去哪里....他说他去抽烟....
我跟着去看看....
那个时候我听了后很震惊,心揪痛了起来....
cheh....原来他去喝水 =.=" 他骗我 @@
我很讶异我那瞬间的感觉....原来他在我心中的分量越来越大了....
那一瞬间,我的心竟然会痛....-.-"
我越来越在乎他了.....><"
惨!惨!惨!惨!
我对他有信心....相信他不会再抽烟了....
毕竟他真的已经戒了....

凌晨12点多了....

现在已经是凌晨12点多了....
突然间有所感触....我想到我的朋友,Li Ching,她的妈妈去世了.....
我拿起手机,给她发了个短讯.....试图安慰她....但，我不善于安慰人=.=""
我传了封"Hope Everthing will be going smoothly to u" 和 "Hope your sadness will over asap"
是不是超烂的安慰=.=" 我不大善于表达,希望她一切顺顺利利,平平安安....
突然我的思想又飞到例外一个朋友的身上,虽然我不是很喜欢她,但是我每次都试着接纳她....
因为她是信耶稣的,我深信耶稣的子女坏不到哪里去,每次当我面对她莫名其妙的态度时,我都试着宽容,容忍,但真的有用吗?? 说真的,我真的不是很喜欢她的态度,当你对她有利用价值时,她会跟你很好,但当你失去价值时,她直接一脚把你踢去旁边,有时候,我反复问自己信耶稣的人应该是这样子的吗??或是这个社会本就如此??随便啦,人生苦短,为何为了一个人不开心呢??
说真的,当我知道Li Ching 妈妈去世的一霎那,我突然有所感触....
我怕妈妈有一天也会离我而去....我真的很怕那一刻的来临,也不希望有那么一刻,我希望妈妈长命百岁....换个角度想,如果真的有那么一刻,我一定无法从悲伤中复原....我永远不希望有那么一刻的来临....这让我想到一件事,妈妈的遗憾....妈妈遗憾没有来得及回去看到外婆,当我们回去时,只来得及看到外婆的最后一面....记忆还犹新,当我们一到sarikei时,妈妈收到一通电话,然后叫司机直接去医院,当时的我并不知道发生什么事,问妈妈,妈妈眼眶泛红,我看到就静静坐在那里不出声了....当我们抵达时,看到舅舅,姨姨们眼眶全部泛红,捂住脸,眼泪一滴一滴落下....我,妈妈,二嫂, 走进殓尸房,妈妈第一时间冲上去抱住外婆的尸体大哭,我看着妈妈,外婆,我的心揪痛,泪珠滚滚落下.....那一刻的情景我永生难忘....第一次我看到妈妈哭,而且哭得很凄惨,妈妈一直说:"为何不等我来看你的最后一面...."人生中最悲惨莫过于自己亲人去世而自己却身在异地,亲人的最后一面,最后一句话都说不到,而亲人就离你而去了....妈妈说这是她一生中最大的遗憾,有时候她说着说着,言语间梗住,妈妈的遗憾,我希望不会成为我的....

OMG!!.....Tomorrow Engineering Maths Quiz le....
Some questions stun at there....
They understand me bt I dun understand them T.T
My eyes wanna closing already le....
My foot want bring me to the bed....But my mind ask me study Engineering Maths....
Open the eyes big big O.O
Study!!!! T.T

Sweet in heart....Dunno y??
When I hear what his room mate says, I sweet in heart....
Tat time I've jz realised that he quit smoking cz of me....
Sometimes, I curious hw cn he quit smoking so fast??
Cz normally people addicted to the smoking cnt say quit then quit....
Really happy and sweet in heart when I noe he quit smoking cz of me....
Oh no, love him deeply again ><" Duno y?? When he disappear in my area of sight, I will very desperate and miss him every moment Huh?? Y I will like tat?? Y I hope every moment can stay with him?? Wow....I think I fall in love deeply with him =.="" OMG!! You know sometimes when I stay with him, I hope he will hug hug me ><"
Is it too over?? Don't think me too over....
That's what in my mind....But I dun express out =.="
I'm very happy....Cz he very honest to me....
He no lie to me.....:D
Hope our love story can maintain longer and till forever....is it possible?? O.o
Lol....It nid taking times......Time will prove everthing....^^

:( 不是很开心....
我就是想要他教我玩游戏嘛.....
但大多数都是他朋友在教我.....
他自己在那里玩, 讨厌!!!!

Sushi....Yummy Yummy....

I want go Brunei eat sushi also....
But no passport....Must quickly go make one....
Then next time can every week go eat sushi le....
wakaka....^^
Sushi, I'm coming :P

Everyone has his/her own role to go on....
Haha....Suddenly think dao jiu write here :D
Don't think me wu liao ar.... ^^

No ideas at all....

Lol....=.="
How write o.....No idea :D
U gv me some clues to write lo....
U wanna knoe what....Then I write what lo....
Totally no ideas need to write wat....=.="
Lol....Haha....

wa....sis....remember reload back for me o....
haha....c me treat u so good ><
haha....

Hooray~~

Yeppy.....Finally he biao bai with me le ^^
If nt, I really give up already :D

Yeppy....He finally cares of me....
Athough jz express in words not take action....
However, I very sweet in heart ^^
Hope he will everyday care of me....
Hehe....Just a wish....Maybe won't also....=\

怀着一颗感恩的心, 浪迹天涯....五湖四海皆为家 ^^
好吗这句....我自创的哦~~ :D

Damn Boring =(

My home now just left me, my father, my 2nd bro and my 2nd sao sao....
Damn Boring =(
My mummy go for qin ming by today....
My 4th bro go for a tour with gf today...haiz....(left me at home....=[ menitikberatkan gf more than sis) cheh~~
My eldest bro nw in KL with my sao sao..My 3rd bro now in Singapore....
Haiz....one year just can c them few times only....very miss them neh~~always nid to on webcam baru can c dao their faces....Haha....After somethings, I've discovered they very sayang me...
I'm quite happy they're my brothers... muackss, my brothers ^^
Last month, I go menilik nasib saya....very accurate eh....
She says my nasib very good....all my family members very sayang me ++ I'm the youngest child in my family....Especially my mum the most sayang me one....
I not nid to worry about anything....
However, suddenly she pop out a word
She says I'm a very kind-hearted girl....Lol....
She says my academic moderate....Really moderate swt ==" I go menilik nasib be4 I take my SPM result....When I take my result really moderate, I've got 6A4B in my SPM....swt....I've B in my chinese, EST, BM and fzk....Memang moderate my result.....
After that, she says this yr gt a boy will come into my life....She gt giving me some advises....She says the boy will start to chase me and he's also a special one in my heart....But I ask her gt such people? Why I didn't noticed? She says the boy not same area with me....but the boy study with me and now stay in Miri....Huh? She says the boy lives some part in Miri, but not the same area as mine....My curiousity getting stronger and stronger after this....Hu the boy? Maybe I'll noe the answer soon?? Duno...Jz wait n c lo haha....
After that, she noe I got 鼻子敏感 and asks me go c the specialist....It's better for me....
At the end, she asks me y I come for menilik nasib coz my nasib oledi so good le....nt nid menilik nasib ==" Nola I jz menilik for fun cz my 4th bro last time menilik nasib at there wif his friends ba~~ Hear he says quite accurate so jz go n c c lo~~
The most important part, she says i very mementingkan family relationship....I'm not like the others won't care about family, 她说我重感情，她说我的六亲很重，是个重感情的人. Haha....c me so good blek....
At the end, I ask her about my 人际关系...She says I've many friends....but have few trustable friends....Haiz....知心朋友，知己难求啊....
Jia you ba~~ 人的一生有个真心对待自己的知己，就已经死而无憾了 ^^

感触很深...

今天看了某某学长的博客, 里头说到人慢慢成长，
看清楚的事实越多...
一个用金钱衡量的社会，
一个用金钱衡量阶级的社会，人性的丑恶，
随着岁月的流逝慢慢揭开，以前或许可以天真，
但时间告诉我们不能，现在的我们已经算是大人了。
大多数人将快乐建筑在别人的痛苦上，获取利益，
但他们会快乐吗？这或许只有他们才知道吧~~
要么就好好对人，要么就别假惺惺，这个社会带着面具做人的人太多了，防不胜防。。。。
如果时间可以倒流，我不想看清太多丑恶的事实，我宁愿回去之前天真的时代，开开心心，无忧无虑过我的平凡生活。
现在的我17岁了，再过我10月的生日就满18岁了。。。。
珍惜现在还在读书的时刻，一旦过了，就是险恶的社会了。。。。
勾心斗角的生活，真讨厌。。。。为什么人就不能真心待人，偏偏要搁着片纱布做人。。。。
我的梦，希望找到真心朋友，一个可以让我信得过，不会背叛我的朋友。。。。
爱你们，我的好朋友 ^^ ++ 我的朋友家族 Hehe。。。。相聚的日子少之又少，不知道我们之间的情谊会否因此变淡呢？我希望不会因为能认识你们全部，是我的福气，上天将我们聚在一起成为朋友，这是我们之间彼此的缘分。。。。Friendship Forever....友谊万岁！！

Friends, I've created another blog.(Still in the processing)
The anime series all are in english subtitles =)
When u're free, take a look on this web :
http://anime-empire-kingdom.blogspot.com/
So long no upgrade the anime series, but if anyone of you want to watch any anime series or some episodes have been missing, inform me...
I'll upgrade as soon as possible ^^

Friends, I've finally updated my blog ^^

Something New...Something Different On me....
The changes seem change in invisible way day by day....
Whatever, Friendship won't change =p
The New Year, I change to treat people more sincerely...
I change to take care on people more...
I change to be more mature (although seem like still like that =D...blur blur style, slow motion type haha....)
However, I still scare of something...
I scare dating...
I scare I'll get hurted although there'll be some sweet moments...
Seem like this world the boys cannot be trusted....I hear some of my friends say about their stories....When meet the new one, dump the old one....
Haiz....better don't dating, make people sad only at the end...
Will I meet my true love?
Is it possible on one day?
Hope the day'll be coming soon...
I hope I'll meet the true love such as four brothers of mine...They all love their wives and never betrayed them....Full hearted on them....
Am i having such luck? Meet the true love?
I think the God will arrange for me....haha....
What am I waiting for? Study well and wait for the fate coming on one day....Lol....^^

Headache Day

Today....go out shopping wif mummy in the early mor...
Actually, we decide go to parkson but no parking places are available...
So, we change our mind to Servay Hypermarket....
Everthing seem like moving smoothly....
However, when I reach my home, I backup my mobile memory card but get stunned there...
I start my headache again...
Then,I go sleep till 6 stg and wake up....took my dinner....
One day passed again =\

慢慢沉淀着....

时间过得太快了...转眼间, 就已经要开学了...
下个星期一，就要开学了...
我却意外地发现一件事...妈妈原来一直很遗憾外婆去世时,没能来得及见她最后一眼...
听着，听着，妈妈说着，妈妈的语气梗咽着...
透过语气，透过妈妈眼眶里打转的泪水, 我瞬间有所领悟...
领悟到了当亲人在世时，要好好珍惜，到了最后一刻才珍惜，懊悔已晚了...
妈妈心中的痛，让我有了很深的领悟...不知为何每思及此，心中总会揪痛...
每次看到类似的情节，眼泪就会自动落下...
在新的一年里, 我希望妈妈一生中的遗憾，不会成为我将来的遗憾...